How Are Your?

How are you feeling? 

I am feeling mixed up in moments these days. The week after Christmas can feel heavy and blue on a good year but the lockdown makes it feel heavier in moments. The snow is a blessing as getting outside is extra enjoyable and lovely. Me getting up everyday to do my daily do, does make me happy energized and fulfilled but it also is me fighting against the demons that want to pull me into darkness. Fighting against the demons that try to turn Tyler and I against each other in frustration, the demons that tell me I have no patience left for the little people in my life and the demons that tell me I am crazy from bringing another child into this broken mixed up world. Yes I enjoy my morning routine, it is a special time of day for me but it’s also a fight against the battles of the spiritual realms as I work to strengthen my faith, mind and body daily. I am willing to fight, this life is so worth it and so are the people I fight for. If we are still breathing Gods got a calling on our lives, let’s not take that lightly. 

Joshua 1:9

Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go. 

Ephesians 6:11

Put on the full armour of God, so that you can take your stand against the devils schemes. 

1 Corinthians 13:4-8

4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It does not dishonour others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.